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.PROFILE

priscilla
-fifteen
-rafflesian
-rulangnite
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-THREEOHEIGHT
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-104'06
-206'07
-6R'05
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-guitar
-The Sims 2
-books
-good grades
-korean serials: GOONG! :D
-taiwanese dramas: devil beside you. :)
-mingdao, junyang, zhiyang. david archuleta! :D
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-GPA above 3.6
-play badminton competitively again
-be a good PSL

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Monday, July 23, 2007

last one, promise.

class project-:D

ying.

pp. :D

pp&wynne:D

Sunday, July 22, 2007

CONTINUED PICTURES OF YONG-EN:

this was from our previous visit i think.

anyway, photo frenzy. haha. lazy to type captions. ><

fine i shall type captions lah: i helped this boy make the sword! make until my
hand blister. ><

nice patchwork on the wall. by the kids.

dunno whats wrong with cheryl koh lah.

yingyin took this. lol. cus the girl wrote her name: see clearly, there's a big YINGYIN there. :D

bo-chap tanhuining doing paperwork.

me and marge- random.(:

me and cheryl koh- RARE. :D

guai boyboy marking papers.

teaching the kids.

the kids. :D

US! me, lijun, forgot her name(sorry!), and marge.

i look DAMN weird here. it was damn funny lah. i forgot what happened exactly but i know we were laughing like crazy. :DDD

boyboy in her blurblur state.

me, marge, yy.

marge, tanhuining- photocopying!

drawing!

me and marge! again- lol.

the kids- doel and----- forgot her name. ><

GOSH MY HAND IS DYING.

BUT FOR JENNY, I SHALL PERSEVERE- AND POST MORE PICS. OF ANOTHER YONG-EN VISIT. jenny said my mission was to take pictures of zhiwei, so i did. lol. but i think its a tad bit too many photos of him, and i know you are sick of this, so bear with me, yea? :D

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turn away!

no fate . :/

DIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIE.I'MSICKSICKSICKOFPICTURES.><

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

LONG LONG LONG LONG OVERDUE POST! okay not that long lah, but still. i owe jenny. :D

okay this post is going to be about yong-en.
haha. jenny. you've waited very long for this post, i know.

anyway, here goes:

the kids were supposed to draw(do some artwork) on their dreams and aspirations, i.e. what they want to be when they grow up, etc. etc. so this guy, probably about p1? or may even kindergarten, called ZHIWEI (jenny scream :D) he drew this super cute pic on some underwater sea things. and his dream was:

1) zhiwei wants to learn how to drive

2) zhiwei wants abbey to come back to school

3) zhiwei wants to find treasure and abbey.

here's what he drew: (click on the pic to see the words clearly!)

so sweet hor! hahaha. :D

:D anyway, then jenny suddenly ran to me and shrieked about it, and went on and on about how cutre he was, lol. Even cheryl koh was saying that she was the one who said he was cute in the first place. haha. and then we tried to get anney and zhiwei to take pictures together. but zhiwei was too shy, haha. he sat there like in a damn depressed posture. He was like quite sad because abbey was harrassed by this other guy who actually said that abbey was his girlfriend! we wanted to take pictures of abbey but he went and stood right in front of the camera and said, "take me!" or something like that lah. not sure what he said. but he didn't want to let us take abbey. ><

damn lame lah. we were laughing like mad.

this is abbey:

abbey and the guy who um, called her his girlfriend:

zhiwei depressed:

zhiwei and abbey!

THEY ARE LIKE HOW SMALL ONLY! I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS LAH. ><

Monday, July 09, 2007

i officially flunked physics SPA.
yes, clique statement to start a new post. I know you won't want to read on, because its going to get emotional.
but whatever. i am seriously and i mean seriously thinking that my life's in a mess. i'm flunking everything. Not just SPA. There's physics eoi, where my brian was just in a terrible mess. The composition last term which I barely passed. The interview, during which I couldn't stop stammering. Okay- exaggerated, you may say, but that's what it feels like to me.
i'm a perfectionist, yes, fine, i admit that. Grades aren't everything. In fact, I've so much more in my life- friends, family, and my religion. I should be strong. I should not crumble every few days when a new setback strikes me.

But why, even though I tell myself I've done my best, do I still feel so painfully sad inside?

Thursday, July 05, 2007

That day i was in the computer lab trying to burn the stupid video project.

while waiting for the terribly long burning of our movie, me, marge, and sheryl tan,( who was so nice to accompany us there and ended up being late for music) we sort of, eh, went to surf blogs.

Then randomly, marge asked me what zhengning's blog was. so i told her to google it. and we found her blog. Then we randomly went to this guy called alex's blog. then we went to chewyingyin's blog. and she just posted this loong post. so i wanted to read it, but marge and sheryl said when they went to blogs, they just looked at the pictures, lol.

so after telling that awesome (heh) story, i have thus decided to post pictures. hahaha.

my lovely class! this is a super overdue picture which i STILL have not uploaded to yahoogroups. (kill me, heh)

i love 206! auditions for nat day musical had some hiccups but everyone was cooperative and sang ALL THREE songs!! i don't care if we were out of tune, or if we didn't sing well or whatever, but i'm damn happy that we all sang together! hahaha. i'm just super happy about that. :D

Veronica teo!! my awesome pushing partner aka pp! :D

i love her so much! For being so supportive of everything I do, for helping me so unconditionally for the nat day musical, and mostly just being there for me, and encouraging me when i freak out, (which is quite often, heh) even though she's like a busy cum pro tennis player who has to train under the hot sun for like three times a week? (: she helps me survive the hectic weeks of school man! I LOVE PP!

aha! sheryl tan hui ning the bochap! the waterbottle's just random. hoho.

:D she's like the wind while i'm the tornado. eh, hehe, bad analogy but :D, you get the point. she calms me down like seriously! haha. she's like busy now too because of her swimming nats. jiayou bo chap! (: and and. she slept at like 8.30 the day before! crazy woman. haha. oh well, she's bochap, crazy, but a great friend. :D

RGGE! gosh all the people i love! haha. esp the top three from the left! (not couting me, heh) not being biased but, JESS, APRIL, SIMMY! - the greatest friends on earth! :D

i miss being in the same class with those three people! :/ but ilove my current class also lah, so, yea. I look forward to guitar practices becauses of them! (: yayayay. and that reminds me! concert this saturday! nervous, scared, you name it. ahh!!

Occasionally, depression still overcomes me, and i slip into that state of despair and self-blame. But then i remember, there are so many things worth living for, be it friends, family, or simply for living a meaningful life, and i wake up from that bad nightmare. I know failures and unhappiness strike me down all the time- i'm that vulnerable, but I try, and i try hard, to do my best, and accept the results wholeheartedly.

I really hope I can.